Adjusting
I think the past couple weeks have been good to reflect for me. I've been stressing out a lot and worrying even more, but something has finally broken.
I've had some time to spend with both Killian and Elle which has been nice; we hadn't really spent all that much time together before outside of a dinner every now and again. Being around them when they are "together" was really hard for me before. I felt a lot like the third wheel and that I didn't really need to be there. I don't know how or when things tilted, but it seems much more comfortable now.
We went out for dinner last night with a friend of mine and I think that Elle and I spoke to each other more than we did to anyone else, which was nice. I've really wanted to get closer to her and for us to be good friends for a long time, just with everything going on between Killian and I it had been a bit rough.
So maybe this is the turning point for me. I'd definitely welcome it. I want the three of us to get along with the fewest number of problems and it'll be a big relief if it happened sooner than later.
